This blog is my self therapy as one can easy see today.
Nobody likes to receive bad news, it is amazing how fast our heart can go kerplunk to the bottom. Yesterday the doctor informed me that the surgery done on my back wasn't done completely so I now need to have another one.
What went through my mind was "you got to be kidding" Let's see the last time I didn't have a day without pain was 8 months ago, during that time I've had
blood clots in my legs and lungs, severe nerve damage in my leg, a blood collection the size of a brick in my back, acid reflux attacks, a weird heart problem not to mention the joy of the operation. And joy joy joy I get to do it all again so maybe it might work. Kerplunk that's all I can say.
ted show me your face,lift your countenance up to me, let me hear your voice.
these words from the Song of Solomon speak to me.
Pain isn't easy, the enemy loves to come in like a flood when were down.
But GOD is always there for every minute of our life. His strength is there if we live in him and take from his out stretched hand.
ted have I ever left you? I will never leave you.
Look up, show me your face.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
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To our dear neighbor and his loving wife, your Tuesday blog brought tears to our eyes, I have been told before this is the selfishness inside of us because we feel like we are being cheated out of something special and close to our hearts...when we actually need to appreciate every breath and every moment we have together int his life...we love you Mr. & Mrs. Whited - you are two special people in our lives...With Love and Hugs and Strength to get you through all of this...Royce, Ken, Jasmine and Kenneth (and the animals of course!)
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