All my desire is before thee Psalm 38:9

I have tried often to explain why to be with GOD doesn't require words. There are many different types of prayers. But there is a wordless prayer that follows through the day and the psalm 38:9 explains it in part, GOD has my desire for him, my desire keeps the door of communication open. So who he is can minister to me.
It is a following love, just like my love for my wife. All day long I carry her love for me and I love her even though we are miles apart. But with GOD it is slightly different because we are not miles apart and he is GOD, he is love.
You can have as much of GOD as you desire.

I have a beautiful mother I have never questioned her love for me although in my youth I tested her greatly. I know in my heart she will always love me.
In the same way GOD loves me and he has said I will never leave you nor forsake you.
I like having absolutes in this world that questions everything and everything goes.
Know in your heart that GOD understands where you are at, he looks at your heart, your desire for him, and that is where it counts.

(Side note ) when one is so sick they don't have the energy to pray words, tell them they don't have too. GOD sees their desire. When pain is taking all your thought energy, rest that GOD knows your heart for him and that his spirit is in you, every step of the way.

Where can you go that GOD isn't present?