Can it be

Can it be that my trying and imagining is not of GOD’s design?
That what I call character flaws in myself could be in part GOD’s intentions?
For example I think by talking while others think and then talk.
I communicate by emotions because I think and look at life with emotions.
I have no problem seeing how my weaknesses in these areas have taken their toll over my life but to value them when held correctly as an attribute is an interesting rediscovery.