Brain Bandit

Brain bandit The assault came silent, infiltrated through the busyness of what had to be done today. Each item that needed attention had with it a list of tasks innocent in appearance and very doable . A small amount of time goes by just enough to adjust in your mind it's place. Then the next item comes it too very doable, it too with it's list. Now the brain bandit has momentum he skillfully adds layer upon layer of tasks each requiring your examining,decision making.But the bandit doesn't stop with you just handling it, he plays the list over and over so you are constantly rethinking, and rethinking your list. This adds hurriedness to accomplish the tasks so as to lessen the mounting burdens. Yet ever so subtle he slips more and more tasks into your brain until it is so full you find ways to escape the pressure. Brain bandit's favorite way to escape is by anger, snaping at anyone over anything. Then comes complaining that others are not doing their share. Followed by criticizing the faults of others to lessen the burden you are caring. It is about this time you can almost hear his evil laughter but he is clever enough not to make it known. In your new state of hating and handling it all. You realize you hate your life and since you are hurting and desire relief you bring it home to share with your love ones. Brain Bandit then adds this to the list for those at home to bear and he chuckles again. Resentment,memories of happier days, if onlys make their home placating your packed full head. Work harder, be the man, handle it, handle it. Stired in with who really gives a rip and served with others getting recognition and appreciation for what you did makes your self perception , crap. Brain Bandit's motto for you is " if it's going to be it's up to me." He desires you live in your mind apart from God Spirit in your heart. He is the expert at attaching tasks and junk to an endless line of burdens and then tells you, you are that long line. And then for no extra charge he loves to convince you,you are a looser. From the very beginning our Heavenly Father desired we should live life here on earth IN HIM, Which means he in real time particapates in what we are doing. This is the way we heard it growing up, that we should be mindful of God and add him to our life. It doesn't work, and if it does it doesn't last. You can only think about pink elephants in the room so long and then you think of other things. The truth to being in him is being a part of his agenda not him being apart of yours. As long as you hold the agenda you have all the joy , honor responsibility of the burden of it. And since you are sacrificing so much to carry all that, you will try to get life's value out of what you are doing. Which always falls short of your need to be valued. The Fathers agenda is the answer, wake up and say Lord what do you want to do today? Now you still have to go to work, and put the garbage out at the curb and stop and fill up with gas. but the differance is you are letting the Father dictate and be the one doing these things and you are following him. It is not a mind set it is a heart set you are hanging out with him watching what he is doing while you are doing it with him. He is always communicating with love, which looks like a million different ways often incredibly tiny but he shares with you how they are significant to him. And he shares them with you as he is loving you. At the same time untwisting the twisted stuff in you, healing you, enjoying you, valuing you. In fact everything that Brain Bandit works so hard to destroy the Father sets right. And since he is far greater than Brain Bandit he is able to redeem back all those years of living the lies of Brain Bandit. Plus there is no one as incredible as the company of GOD! Walking with him watching what he shows you, living with him is being loved. He is the completer the filler of the empty holes in ones heart. And he fills all day long. He is the river of himself inside you all the time, always loving. And you can have as much of him as you want. He takes that long lists of tasks and says follow me through the next one. Do you see that I am holding them? Do you see that I am not worried? Now look to me I will give you a portion to hold, I am letting you be a part of what I am doing. But it is important that you don't grab more than what I am asking you to hold. The key is keep feeding off how much I love you and am able to handle this list. You concentrate on your heart to me, following what I am doing and in return your mind will find peace. I will lead your mind by your heart, by all the receiving you get from me. You will learn that I can lead your life better than you. I will win you to trust me, you will see that I know you the real you more than you know your self. And I will lead you through incredible discoveries of who you are and who I am for you are a part of me far more than you are able to know. All this is done in our every days as we walk through the complicated mess of life. I am savior the one who saves his children from their messes. I am the one who is in every molecule seen and unseen of every problem. And I chose love, look for me in love for saving you out of messes of your making. Love is me, I lead by love, I heal by love, I inspire by love, and I love you, love you, love you! So if Brain Bandit comes at you let go of his hand or your own hand and grab mine for it is always there to love you, love you, love you!