Go Back Living Loved

It's the morning after the great Chinese buffet pig out, And oooooooh I'm feeling it, I ate way too many carb's for my diabetes and now I'm in carb headache land.
Make sure your sins will find you out, seems to be taking center stage.
Yesterday I was recovering from doing too much physical work the day before and today I'm recovering from the yesterday pig out.
During both incidents GOD had made it known I was out of sync with him, but I pushed him aside because I knew best and to accomplish my predetermined goals for the obvious good it will bestow. Wana bet?
Since when is ted's ways better than GOD's ways?
You can imagine right now I wish I had walked with him rather than apart.
Regrets go clear back to the beginning of time, with Adam and Eve casted out of the garden, even old evil lucifer will spend eternity in hell in the end.
A friend of mine was mentioning that life is made up of choices. Whether they are good or bad will dictate the amount sorrow or happiness that comes to your life.
Are ya following or leading?
If you are leading you trust in your self. If you are following you are trusting in GOD knowing best.
I've paid incredible dumb tax in my life. And yet my father hasn't rejected me.
Like the father of the prodigal son , GOD will love me no less because of my bad decisions. ted I will not condemn you, come on back home again. And so I do, currently paying the price for lousy decisions? you bet. Yet also sorrowful for the time I missed out being with him while I was doing my own thing.
When I walk up the steps of home to him. I get to go back living loved.
I remember a discussion I had with my brother in law years ago when they were raising their toddlers. He bemoaning the innumerable times he had to correct his children over the same offense. it was driving him nuts. How come they just can't get it?
Isn't GOD's mercy and love incredible, getting to go back living loved?